_Monday, May 31, 2004*

Oooh.. mi bloggie's finally updated... (0.o)

sorry 2 all peeps who's been reminding mi 2 update my blog :S
lalala. lemmie c..so many things hv happened but i'm lazy 2 type dem all out.okie.i'll juz summarize some n elaborate more on others.

Tioman diving trip
i onli got 1 word tt summarises it all."COOL" haha yep.. it's a real great experience. i saw a huge black tip shark!! :D oso saw a sea turtle.. not bad 4 a 1st diving trip!! lalala. my mom n mi aunt were like so freaked out tt dey din dare go down.. bleh.. it was so fun!!! if u eva hv a chance u seriously hv 2 give it a go. whee!! but i'll onli b a certified open water diver after my 15th bdae passes.. like onli in 4 mths??? sighhh... so long...

E 2nd last DG wif 'M&M'
mary n margaret.. lol.. i'm sooo gonna miss dem!! lol but i tink rachel will miss dem even more den i do.. i wished i cld post e pix of rachel 'beautiful' masterpieces. but it's not been uploaded on e net yet.. 2 bad.. maung is sooo chio!! lol.. he can win 3rd prize in e Ms Myanmar paegent. n TT's a compliment.. hmmm.. 4 mark n his blue eye shadow.. uh.. no comments.. haha.

THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW, TROY & VAN HELSING
these 3 movies are 'MUST watch's.. troy.. hmmm, brad pitt's naked 1/2 e time, orlando bloom's character:Paris is a reall loser, eric bana:Hector rox! i realli tink tt paris shld hv died.. not him.. hector's son is e cutest character of all.
VAN HELSING.. typical but great effects.. quite a nice sroryline 2.. though typical dere's a lil twist at e end of e movie.. :D
THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW
great show!! it's so realistic n it's also got great effects though sometimes might appear a lil fake.. oso tells of a father's luv.. nice!!

*- amanda scribbled at 5/31/2004 07:16:00 PM

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_Saturday, May 08, 2004*

- Lalala, nice songs...-

The Darkness- Love Is Only A Feeling
The first flush of youth was upon you when our eyes first met
And i knew that to you and into your life i had to get
i felt light-headed at the touch of this strangers hand
an assault my defences systematically failed to withstand

cos you came at a time
when the pursuit of one true love in which to fall
was the be all and end all

love is only a feeling
(drifting away)
when im in your arms i start believing
(its here to stay)
but love is only a feeling
Anyway

the state of elation that this union of hearts achieved
i had seen, i had touched, i had tasted and i truly believed
that the light of my life
would tear a hole through each cloud that scudded by
just to beam on you and i

Love is only a feeling
(drifting away)
when im your arms i start believing
(its here to stay)
but love is only a feeling
anyway, anyway

Love is only a feeling
(drifting away)
and we've got to stop ourselves believing
(its here to stay)
cos love is only a feeling
Anyway


Blink 182- I Miss You(e hello dere song whahaha)
Hello there, the Angel from my nightmare,
The shadow in the background of the Morgue,
The unsuspecting victim, of darkness in the valley,
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want.
Where you can always find me,
We'll have hallowe'en on Christmas,
And in the night we'll wish this never ends,
We'll wish this never ends.

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

Where are you? And i'm so sorry,
I cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight,
I need somebody and always,
This sick, strange darkness comes creeping on,
So haunting everytime
And as i stared i counted, the webs from all the spiders,
Catching things and eating thier insides,
Like indecision to call you, and hear your voice of treason,
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight?
Stop this pain tonight.

Don't waste your time on me you're already,
The voice inside my head (I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already,
The voice inside my head (I miss you)

.:: Instrumental ::.

Don't waste your time on me you're already,
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you) (x 4)

(I miss you, miss you)
(To Fade)


Clay Aiken- Solitaire
there was a man
a lonely man
who lost his love
through his indifference

a heart that cared
that went unshared
until it died
in his silence

and solitaire's the only game in town
every road that takes him takes him down
and by himself it's easy to pretend
he'll never love again

and keeping to himself he plays the game
without her love it always ends the same
while life goes on around him everywhere
he's playing solitaire

another day
a lonely day
so much to say
that goes unspoken

and through the night
his sleepless nights
his eyes are closed
his heart is broken

and solitaire's the only game in town
every road that takes him takes him down
and by himself it's easy to pretend
she's coming back again

and keeping to himself he plays the game
without her love it always ends the same
while life goes on around him everywhere
he's playing solitaire

a little home
goes up in smoke
just how it goes
goes without saying

solitaire

and by himself it's easy to pretend
he'll never love again
oooohh – keeping to himself he plays the game
without her love it always ends the same
while life goes on around him everywhere
he's playing solitaire

solitaire
solitaire


Clay Aiken- The Way
Something about the way you look tonight,
Something about the way that I can't take my eyes off you.
Something about the way your lips invite. Maybe it's the way
that I get nervous when you're around, and I want you to be mine.
And if you need a reason why.

It's in the way that you move me,
and the way you tease me,
the way that I want you tonight.
It's in the way that you hold me
and the way that you know me
When I can't find the right words to say.

You feel it in the way. Ohh... you feel it in the way...

Something about how you stay on my mind,
Something about the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep
Ohh girl... Maybe it's the look you get in your eyes, ohh baby it's the
way that makes me feel to see you smile... And the reasons they may
change, but what I'm feeling stays the same.

It's in the way that you move me,
and the way you tease me,
the way that I want you tonight.
It's in the way that you hold me
and the way that you know me
When I can't find the right words to say.

You feel it in the way... Ohh... You feel it in the way...

I can't put my fingers on just what it is that makes me love you
you baby.. so don't ask me to describe, I get all choked up inside...
just thinkin bout the way....

It's in the way that you move me and the way that you tease me
The way that I want you tonight... It's in the way that you hold me
and the way that you know me
When I can't find the right words to say.
When you move me and you tease me ... the way...
Feel it in the way... Something about the way you look tonight...
nothing more to say than I feel it in the way...


Black Eye Peas- Shuddup
Shut up, just shut up shut up -3x
Shut it up, just shut up shut up

Shut up, just shut up shut up -3x
Shut it up, just shut up shut up

Chorus
We try to take it slow
But we're still losin' control
And we try to make it work
But it still isn't the worst
And I'm crazy_____
For try'na be your lady_____
I think I'm goin' crazy!

Verse 1
Girl, me and you were just fine (Ya know)
We wine and dine
Did them things that couples do when in love (Ya know)
Walks on the beach and stuff (Ya know)
Things that lovers say and do
I love you boo, I love you too
I miss you a lot, I miss you even more
That's why I flew you out
When we was on tour
But then something got outta hand
You start yellin' when I'm with my friends
Even though I had legitimate reasons (Bull shit)
You know I have to make them evidence (Bull shit)
How could you trust our private eyes girl?
That's why you don't believe my lies
And quit this lecture

Shut up, just shut up shut up
Shut it up, just shut up shut up

Chorus
We try to take it slow
But we're still losin' control
And we try to make it work
But it still isn't the worst
And I'm crazy_____
For try'na be your lady_____
I think I'm goin' crazy!

Verse 2
Why does he know she gotta move so fast?
Love is progress if you could make it last
Why is it that you just lose control?
Every time you agree on takin' it slow
So why does it got to be so damn tough?
Cuz fools in lust could never get enough of love
Showin' him the love that you be givin'
Changing up your livin'
For a lovin' transistion
Girl lip so much she tryin' to get you to listen
Few mad at each other has become our tradition
You yell, I yell, everybody yells
Got neighbors across the street sayin' - “Who the hell?”
Who the hell?
What the hell's going down?
Too much of the bickerin'
Kill it with the sound and

Shut up, just shut up shut up
Shut it up, just shut up shut up

Chorus
We tried to take it slow
But we're still losin' control
And we try to make it work
But it still isn't the worst
And I'm crazy_____
For try'na be your lady_____
I think I'm goin' crazy!
Whoa_____!

Shut up, just shut up shut up -3x
Shut it up, just shut up shut up

Shut up, just shut up shut up -3x
Shut it up, just shut up shut up

Verse 3
Girl our love is dyin'
Why can't you stop tryin'?

I never been a quitah
But I do deserve betta

Believe me I will do bad
Let's forget the past
And let's start this new plan

Why? Cuz it's the same old routine
And then next week I hear them scream

Girl I know you're tired of the things they say

You're damn right
Cuz I heard them lame dame excuses just yesterday

That was a different thing

No it ain't!

That was a different thing

No it ain't!

That was a different thing

It was the same damn thing
Same ass excuses
Boy you're usless
Whoa_____!

Shut up, just shut up shut up -3x
Shut it up, just shut up shut up

Shut up, just shut up shut up -3x
Shut it up, just shut up shut up

Stop the talking baby
Or I start walking baby
(Repeat until end)

Is that all there is
(Repeat until end)


Five for Fighting- A Hundred Years
I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind

I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star

15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

Half time goes by
Suddenly you're wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...

I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you're on your way
Every day's a new day...

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live


Ronan Keating & Leann Rimes- Last Thing On My Mind
Ronan: Four o'clock in the morning
My mind's filled with a thousand thoughts of you
And how you left without warning
But lookin' back I’m sure ya tried to talk it through

LeAnn: Now I see it so clearly
We're together but living separate lives
Ronan: So I wanna tell you I'm sorry
Baby I can't find the words
But if I could
Then you know I would yeah yeah yeah

*Chorus*
Both: No I won't let go, know what we can be
I won't watch my life crashin' down on me
Guess I had it all right there before my eyes
Ronan: Yeah
Girl I'm sorry now, you were the last thing on my mind

LeAnn: You carried me like a river
How far we've come still surprises me
Ronan: And now I look in the mirror
LeAnn: Look in the mirror
Ronan: Starin' back is the man I used to

Both: Be with you
How I long for you
Ronan: Yeah-yeah

Both: No I won't let go, know what we can be
I won't watch my life crashin' down on me
Guess I had it all right there before my eyes, yeah
Ronan: Girl I'm sorry now, you were the last thing on my mind

Ronan: Girl I'm sorry (girl I'm sorry)
I was wrong (I was wrong)
Both: Could've been there (could've been there)
Ronan: Shoulda been so strong
So I'm sorry
LeAnn: Ooh ooh
Ronan: Woah-woah-woah-woah..
LeAnn: Woah-woah..

Both: No I won't let go, know what we can be
I won't watch my life crashin' down on me
Guess I had it all right there before my eyes, yeah
Ronan: Girl I'm sorry now
LeAnn: Oh I'm sorry
Ronan: You were the last thing
Both: On my mind (on my mind)

Both: I won't watch my life crashin' down on me
Guess I had it all right there before my eyes, yeah
Ronan: Girl I'm sorry now, you were the last thing
On my mind

On my mind (on my mind)

*- amanda scribbled at 5/08/2004 03:16:00 PM

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_Saturday, May 01, 2004*

-moooooooddy again-

sigh..haven't been blogging much. feeling damn stressed out lately. familiar 2 all those who USED 2 hv sch exams huh? yeah rejoice.. how i wish we cld all juz screw dese damned exams.it onli makes mi feel so fcuked up. freaking exams.. to hell wif u. i hate exams. y does dis world hv 2 hv exams, wldn't it b a nicer place w/o dem?? y does life hv 2 b so stressful?? no wonder so many pple snap n juz take their lives. but i ain't got any intention of doin tt. yeah. let's all juz carry on wif dis stinking lil pathetic life we hv. life rawks huh??

wadeva. tink dis is my shortest entry eva. not in e mood 4 anything. getting my lazy ass outta here now...

*- amanda scribbled at 5/01/2004 11:07:00 PM

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